春時雨－己龍（Japanese-English Lyrics Translation）

‘Spring Drizzles’（春時雨）

未だに暁を覚えずに微睡みの中 I am still in my nap, unaware that dawn has arrived ぽつりぽつりがしとしとへ移ろう虚ろ The void is deepening steadily 褪せ行く時の中　ただ立ち止まり蹲る I pause and crouch in the fading flow of time 眼裏の冷たい闇は優しい嘘 The cold darkness behind my eyes is a gentle lie 生きず死なず　彷徨うでもなく I'm neither alive nor dead, nor am I lost 漂う稀薄　此処に在らず　何処　其処　彼処 Drifting thinness is not here, where, there, there 生きるままに死殻となるか Am I becoming a living dead 其の滓を焼べ　死しても生き　嘘を喰らうか Shall I burn that dreg, live even in death and accept the lies 己が心の内　撫で回すのは Caressing my heart 救いを着飾りて巣食う己が餓鬼 Is my hungry ghost that dresses itself in salvation and takes root in me 群がり祀り上げ貪り尽くされるだけ I'm only put on a pedestal by the masses and drained to last drop 此れは「夢」か「現」か... Is this a 'dream' or 'reality'…… 御覧遊ばせ Please take a look 死出の旅へ　その背を押すのは On the journey to death, what pushes me forth 共に散りゆく薄紅色　数多の命 Are the countless pale red lives that withered with me 志せば纏わり付くのは落葉の蜜 As I pursue my aim, the nectar of fallen leaves wraps around me 私語を搔き消したざわめき The buzz whipped out whispers 音も無く散る命飾る音 The melody adorning life withers soundlessly 声無き雨の唄　弔いの餞として A silent song of rain, as a farewell offering 喰らい飲み込む優しい嘘 The gentle lies I believe in 今宵もまた朧に隠れて毟り取られる Tonight, hides itself again, and is being ripped away 其の腕を払えぬ脆弱 Too weak to shake off those arms 生きぬままに死に様を選ぶ　晒すは不様 Choose the way I die whilst being not alive, it's embarrassing if I make a fool of myself 目擦れど暁は遠く The more I rub my eyes, the farther the dawn is 痛みに咽び泣いて喘ぎ置き去りにされ Sobbing and gasping in pain, I'm left behind 過ぎ去りし遥か彼方 The faraway has passed 紛い物の優しさが瞼を落とす The gentleness of imitation closes my eyes 冷たい眠りへ誘う Lures me into a cold sleep 「春時雨」 'Spring drizzles'