絶ヲ望ム－己龍（Japanese-English Lyrics Translation）

「絶ヲ望ム」（Hoping For Despair）

瞬く閃光に浮かぶ　隠せぬ背徳の視線 Immoral gazes cannot be hidden, they rise in the glittering flash 理性は己を忘れ　本能を刹那に放つ Reason forgets itself and frees its instinct in an instant 僕の全てを奪う様に　誰そ彼そ笑う雨の日 On the rainy day when everyone laughs like they are taking away everything from me 思い出すのは何時も　白と黒に滲む涙 What is on my mind is always tears dropping in black and white 生きることが辛く苦しいと　痛む心から目を背け Being alive is hard, so I turn my eyes away from my gloominess 息を繋ぎ、命を紡ぎ　生きることが辛く苦しい I breath and live, being alive is indeed hard 廻り廻って僕が見つけた答えは終わりの無い「絶望」 After going round and round in circle, the answer I found is endless ‘despair’ 楽になろうともがいてみた　その苦しさから逃げ出した I tried to struggle to feel relieved, and I escaped from that grief 息を繋ぎ、命を紡ぎ　根拠の無い「絶望」に縋る I breath and live, and rely on the absurd ‘despair’ 廻り廻って僕が見つけた答えは答えなんかじゃない After going round and round in circle, the answer I found is not an answer 生きて…生きて…生きて辿り着く僕の未来は… The future I live... And live... and reach is... 「振出しに戻る」 ‘Going back to the start’