‘Clinging Cherry -Re-recording-’(獅噛ミ桜 -再録-)
赦さない。
I will never forgive you.
「ずっと、一緒だよ」
'We will be together forever and ever'
あなた…言ってたじゃない
Did you not say that
染まる頬を伝う指が擦り抜けて行く
Fingers that caress the blushed cheek are leaving
花の渇き 憂に枝垂れて落ちた
Parched flowers, branches hang low for sorrow
物言わぬ背中に桜覗くこの部屋で
In the room where flowers can be seen from the window, the silent figure
「幸せにするから」
'I will give you the moon and the stars'
抱き寄せ口吻けた彼の日。
On the day you hold me tight in your arms and kissed me.
踏み躙る様な眼で私と想い出も棄てて、
You abandon me and our memories with contempt,
すべてを…無かった事にするのね。
And... Pretend that nothing happened
獅噛み絡み付き 斑の痣が膿み疼く
I cling to you, my bruises fester and ache
(絡めた腕が縺れ 解けて行く)
(Entwined arms tangle and unravel)
塗り潰す痣と心の傷も日に日に増えて腫れて膿んで痛くて苦しくて悲しくて掻き毟って弄ばれても
Bruises and emotional wounds are growing, swelling, and festing day by day, I am in misery and pain for they hurt, even though I am suffering and being played by you
何時しか貴方に依存する様になってまた壊されて掴まれて殴られて蹴られて踏み付けられて
I will depend on you again someday and you will break me, catch me, hit me, kick me, trample on me
首を絞められて…それでも…
And even strangle me... But still...
蝕む蜜の囁く欺瞞に奪われた春
Spring is taken awayby deception that the corroding nectar whispers
遠離る指から 甘く 曖昧 眩暈
The sweet ambiguity from the leaving fingers makes my head swims
「_________。」
'_________'
酷く冷めた表情で無責任過ぎる一言
You say something overly inconsiderate with a cold look
嘘と偽りに叶う筈の無い夢に縋りながら
I apply myself to be covered with bruises, colours ooze out my mottled arms
盲いて尽くし塗れた 斑の両腕が滲む
Whilst clinging to the dream that cannot come true in lies and falsehood
「お願い、行かないで…」
'Please, stay...'
焼け付く喉の爛れを蹴り嬲り裂かれ
The fading figure and petals drift in through the window
褪せ行く後ろ姿と窓から風に舞い花ひとひら
Kick, play, and rip the ulcer in the burning throat
絖る狂気の沙汰 ひらり ふわり 朱く散った
Gently and lightly, silky madness fell redly
拾い上げた鋏で、その背中を突き刺す。
I stab that back, with the scissors I picked up.
上手に喘ぐ貴方を組み敷いて。
I hold you down and you struggle in my hand.
そう、何度も、何度も、何度も何度も何度も何度も何度も何度も…
Yes, again, and again, and again and again and again and again and again and again...
返り血が桜の花びらの様に。
Blood squirts like cherry blossom petals.
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