‘Vortex of Denial’（否定ノ渦）
さよなら さよなら
Goodbye, goodbye
それは理想と現実の様な
That feels like a dream and reality
さよなら さよなら
Goodbye, goodbye
それは決して相容れぬ独り
That is an incompatible solitude
孤独に酔う被害妄想
Paranoia indulges in loneliness
行きも帰りも溢れる欺瞞
The path is filled with deception
独りが嫌で、誰かに拠って、
I rely on someone for I hate solitude
傷付き、傷つけられまた独り
I hurt and get hurt, and am all alone again
堂々巡りの中で見たのは…何時の日かの僕？
As this repeats, what I see is... Myself someday?
独りが良くて、誰にも拠らず、
I rely on no one, for I prefer solitude,
寂しさと不安に押し潰され
So I am overwhelmed with lonesomeness and uneasiness
温もりに彷徨うのも何処かで見てた僕？
Did I also once wander in warmth?
明日の僕は…「何処の誰か」
Tomorrow... I will be 'someone somewhere'
否定の渦が ぐるぐる回る*
Vortex of denial rotates
さよならしても、さよならしても、
Even if you bid farewell to it,
どんなに引き裂き破り捨てても
Even if you destroy and abandon it,
堂々巡りの果てに待つのは…見慣れた姿
In the end, what is waiting ahead... Is a usual figure
嫌い嫌いと罵るだけで、
I am just screaming my hatred
それ以外の何も見ようともせず
And do not see anything else
終わりのない否定の渦の中…思い知る
In the endless vortex of denial... I realise that
僕は所詮…僕か。
I am... Just me.
*Note:
否定の渦が ぐるぐる回る: the lyric was not in the official lyrics
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